Confused

I wonder why even friends bring you down sometimes. Close friends. One minute they're so nice and before you know it, they degrade you, making you feel like shit. Like you're a creep or a freak or.. something like that. And I thought friends aren't supposed to do that. Guess I was wrong. I mean, it's okay of we fight sometimes..who doesn't. But bringing people down like that, it's a little too much don't you think? Sometimes, living life alone is so much easier. You are your only friend. The only one that understands you thoroughly. Guess I was wrong to trust you.

x,

s

.ISOLATED.

Isolated (place a person/thing apart/alone ; separate)


Sometimes, i feel so alone,
Some days, i don't even look forward to going to school,
Sometimes, I've got to put a smile on my face for everyone,
Some days, i go home regretting ever going to school.

Yes, i love my friends, i really do,
But, i still can't help felling isolated,
No, i don't have anyone i can talk to,
True, i don't think I'm even wanted.

Sitting alone at the back of the class everyday,
I don't abhor it but somehow i don't like it either,
Anyhow, i still think it's good cause i can do things my way,
Without having to worry about disturbing the one next door.

This thing is coming to an end soon,
Say goodbye now or never,
Cause i don't think it's coming back anytime soon,
So never regret the decision made now and here.


yes, this was created by me in the class on the 10th of March 2010..
and i didn't know that it kinda rhymes till i re-read this thing..
no hard feelings, i just did it coz i was bored n was in a bad mood at that time..
that's all for now and i don't think i'll be coming back anytime soon.
i wanna concentrate on my exams after the hols..
so please, wish me luck ya..

x,
sarah

Happy Chinese New Year!!

hi!!

phew!! finally have d time to drop by here!!
wanna wish all d chinese Happy Chinese New Year!!Gong Xi Fa Cai!! Xin Nian Kuai Le!!
and to all not chinese, Happy Holidays!! haha

to all Form 5, better enjoy this holiday properly coz dis may be the last 'enjoyable' holiday we may get. :( exams are just around d corner and im not excited for that but i still better do well!!
you can do it sarah!! you know u can.. haha

k.. cant stay here too long.just finished my reunion dinner and it was delicious.. yummy!! i wanna do as much homework as i can today so that i can enjoy d rest of my holidays..so bye ppl!!

x,
s

last first day of school

hey,,

this is my LAST FIRST DAY of high school..
i expected it to be at least a lil bit memorable but... nothing!!
not only nothing.its kinda bad for me ya know.. Nvm.u'll never understand..
i cant believe this is my last year of high school and ppl still ask me this "girl, u're in primary??"
-_-''' sad i know..A parent asked me where's all the form 1 coming out from and i said im not sure.
then she asked me ooh, so u're not in form 1 la..then you're in?? and when i havent even have a chance to answer she said 'form 2 is it?' i just nodded my head since i didnt have any time to answer coz my dad came.. Uhh..

okay, im not even supposed to come online. im actually doing my bm essay then suddenly before my 1st paragraph is even done, im here.. I dont know why so don't ask me heee :D

my resolutions this year is to:1) hand in ALL my homework in time.. And i mean ALL!! i hope i will not procastinate anymore ; 2) lose weight.not that i put on much weight this year but i just wanna lose weight ; 3) concentrate in class!! uhh.hope this one wont fail ; 4) grow taller.. this wasnt in my last year list but when too many ppl ask you 'you're in primary?' u'll suddenly realize you really have to grow taller(but good thing im still not d shortest in class. hehee :D)

will add on more when i have time. its late and i havent finish my homework.. Dun wanna make my 1st resolution fail on d first day of school.. So,, nite ppl!!

x,
s

Merry Xmas!!

hey there!!

this is just a quick update to wish everyone a Merry Christmas!!

i shall not wish you a happy new year yet since its not yet a new year.. hehe..
But since i won't be here on new year so i'll just wish you here first!!

Happy New year in advanced!!

pics will be here soon.. too lazy to uplad naow.. i've been so lazy lately.. Haih!!

i expected my Xmas to be a fun day but i still have to go for tuition later :(

x,
s

such a busy holiday

hey ppl,

im back.. from HK n from KL.. but would be going 2 KL again tmr. im reli starting 2 hv d phobia of packing n unpacking my stuff man!! having tuition later.. first day of PA tuition guys. wish me luck. im not really a big fan of PA. probably coz i dun reli pay attention in class. haha..

GOSH!! guys, tmr is band party n i havent bought my clothes for it yet. thank god qila gave me a dress for my bday present.. think i'll wear it ;).. my backup dress. thanks qila!! im so tired guys!!

there's loads of pics which i havent uploaded because: 1) im too busy, 2) most pics r not wif me n 3) im so tired n lazy to wait for it. haha.. so wait till im not soo busy ppl. i'll upload it. i promise. bye for now. wanna go rest n get ready for tuition. ugh.. i don't like tuition. in fact, i loathe it!!

x.
s

bye everyone..

heyy!!

ysterday was FUN.. pure FUN!! haha. went 2 watch newmoon wif jy, xy, leo,sm n kat. its awesome i guess. way better than twilght. n u shud look at jacob's body. fuh!! wonder how long he spend building up those muscles. n alice is so pretty.. anyway, all in all, d movie was awesome. heh.

i've said that dis is gonna b a pictury post but sorry. jy hevent updated those pics yet. so sum other time when she's uploaded it perhaps.

im going HK this fri n i've juz finished packing 5 mins ago. datz also bcoz i gtg 2 spore 2nite n stay there coz my flight's from spore. actually we're supposed 2 leave tmr n straight away go changi airport. but i think my aunt scared jam or sumthing. so when she told me that we're leacing 2day(which was only 15 mis ago) i was lyk &?%#?%?!!! i havent finished packing mu stuff. ahh!!

n i go chucking everything in my luggage like a mad coz. running upstairs den downstairs. shecking d list over n over again. i actually tot of packing 2nite but...
lesson learnt 2day: dont pack last minute.

so im going spore at 11am. which is soon. juz wanna say bye 2 all ppl. i'll b back tho. on tuesday i think.n hopefully, there's pictures.. i love pictures. bye ppl.

x,
s